Sunday, January 9, 2011

kenduri.

jam menunjukkan tepat pd pkul 4.58 petang..

smlm 8.1.2011..
ade majlis kenduri arwah nenek
n sedare2 yg telah meninggal dunia..

al-fatihah.....

nenek meninggal dunia pd hari saye menjawab paper agama SPM!!
sedeyh gler..
sy dapat tau after mkn lunch n b4 berhjt nx landing ats katil..
bukak je locker,
dapat call drpd abah!!..
then, g la landing ats katil..
wat pa??abah bg tau angah ni,jgn terprnjt!!
ok !!(sunguh xcited)
nenek..nenek...da x de.
nenek da meninggal dunia, angah!!
waaaaaaaaa;((((((
air mata berdurai jatuh..
ha?ha??
aabah amek angah!!nx balik x?ade kelas x?esok exam pe?
angah nx balik..
(MESTILAHHHHH!!!!!!!)
ade.kelas add math,
esok exam add math..
k,abah tungu kt bawah..
'okay...wktu tue teringt memori saye 
ngn nenek..
nenek jge saye dr kecik
adek beradik yg len..
ble salam nenek nx blik asrama dullu,
nenek selalu ckp belajar elok2 kt skola..
nenek sediakan duit sket!!
walaupun sye x pernh siket pown nk duit..
nenek dok ngn ktorng since atok meninggal
thun 1999..
lame an??
sbb tu sye gler gler gler terase khlngn die..
ingtkan, bila abes spm nty,boleh jage nenek..
since nenek saket b4 puase agie..
nie,skrng da dok umah sorng2 
x da sape nx berbual..'

then,ble mintx kebenaran blik brmalam,cikgu rozi keluar!!
eh mira,sakit mata ke??
aaa...
sebaik HUSNA ikut..
husna xplain kn kat cikgu.
saye x boleh nx bersuara pon..
air mata berjurai2 kt pipi nie.,..
tq husna.
pn.roslina pon ade kt situ time tu.
harp2 teacher fhm sye x dpt pegi klas ptg nie..
saye blik mlm nie..
pegi kelas add math.'

then,bertolak ke rumah mak teh..
uh,kereta jenazah da bertolk ke kampung..
alahai...abah tukar kereta ..
pakai kete gen2 jela..
pastu,dlm perjlnn ke kampung,,
hujan turun dgn begitu lebatnye..
abs,jln dpn pon sush nx nmpk.
doa2 wktu nenek dkbumikan nty,hujn da berhnti..
hurm...
dlm kete x leh pikir pape..
x teringt langsung pasl spm..
teringt psl nenek je..
lame x jumpe nenek..
last saye jumpa nenek 
after mama suroh pegi jumpe jgak mintx kbnrn
doc kate nenek dlm kawalan
usus nenek pecah..
kuar outing kejap kul 6.30 pm.
wktu tue pun nenek x berape sedr kt hospital..
pastu,blik ke asrama blik ..
last tu
 pown b4 raya haji agie..

lamanye.....

then,da sampai ke kampung..
tgk ada keranda!!
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
terussssss lari ke mama..
mama,napa x tunggu angah!!
angah nx cium nenekkk!!
;((((((((((((
mama pon x tau 
mama kt dapur td,ble ke depan tngk diorng da tutup kain..
waaaaaaa;(((((((((
siyes x tahan!!!!

pak long trus sruh saye naek kereta jenazah!!
tp angah x smpat cium pon nenek..
saye je sorang anak dara..
ditemani ngn mama n mak baukh dlm tu..
x terungkap!!
meleleh je dlm tue dsebelah nenek..

dah sampai kubur,
diorng keluarkan nenek!!
lagi la air mata nie berjurai jatuh dngn lajunya!!
;(((((((((((((((((((
mama..
mama....
saye sorng je meleleh air mate..
sbb saya tau plg lambat kowt..
waktu tue hujan da berhenti..
kene kebumikan cepat takut hujan balik!!
x boleh tungu lagi..
x boleh tungu mak teh..
ha??

yg bwak jenazah nenek msk ke dlm liang lahad
pak busu,abah,abg sharen n len2..
saye sebelah mama je..
pastu,
pak long panggil!!
angah,sini jap..
tunggu!!
ade cucu ni nx tngk..
sye dgn beraninya pegi ke laluan btol2 kt tpi kubur nenek
sorng2..
sume pndg..
ahhhh x kesah!!
pastu diorng bkak kain yg tutup kt muka nenek...
sye tunduk ke bawah!!.
x tahan!!
muka nenek suci gler!!
putih je..
nmpk nenek cam senyum..
waa;(((((((
saye rindu sama nenek!!!!!
then,pak long tanyer!
dah??
ha..
x pe2, redha je..
da tgk kan??
ok,saye try rileks kan diri kt situ..
smbil dipeluki pak long..
klu x, mahunye menjerit!!!!
mak teh pon sampai!!
kak jiie tetibe ckp..
ktorng sume da habis da air mata..

alhamdulillah!!
nenek slmt dikebumikan di tanah perkuburan masjid tanah melaka..
dkt ngn arwah atok jamaludin,pak ndak!

after siram air bunga, pergi ziarah kubur atok n arwah pak ndak!!
pastu,g umah mak baukh.
adik beradik mama bincang soal majlis kenduri,tanah n len2 la..

tepat jam 7.15pm
saya,abah,pak long,iya,ika,aiman
balik kajang.
mama,along,pak lang n len2,
blik kemudian..
abah nx antr saye balik asrama..
sbb malam tue ade kelas..
add math..

sampai kt asrama kul 9pm.
hurm,x pela..
trus masuk dm..
g dok meja biase.
pastu,tnye la diorng ade psl tgsn add math!!
tp!!
diorng soh nek ats mandi..
brshkan diri dulu,
coz bru blik dr kubur kan?
bnyk la die ckp lagi..
sampai husna n nab temn nek atas..
jumpe jap teacher roslina!!
mintk kebenaran!!

after saye siap,
turun balik dm .
buat paper 1 add math yg teacher bg mlm tu !
sebaik tol2 siap time 10.30pm..
=))
wktu salam teacher pn.roslina!!
teacher penyayang ouh!
ok x ni?
sabar..
waktu pagi b4 masuk dewn exam nk jawab add math,
teacher tanyer lagi..
tq teacher!!
terharu sye..

aftr smbhyg isyak
saye serius x leh study!!
ye la,esk add math!
sape x risau?
fuhh..
tnyer sket siape berni tido awl??
xcpt safwan la..
add math tue??
tp nx wat camne..
sye serius x larat!!
mate bengkak!
pening2..
hurm,terpksalah trus tido..

kenduri hnye dihadiri sanak saudare,tmn2 rapt mak teh
(al maklum la kan wat kat umah mak teh )hehe;DD

nie,pic kami skluarga bergotong royong dlm mnjyakn kenduri nie.
sye suke begini.
klu pape kenduri pon mesti gini,
hevok gitu..
enjoy..

i like
menyiang ikn +  udang
tp lambt sket la join 
mak teh,mak baukh,n iya.
<3
tyme nie ngah perah santan di dapur dlm


antara juadah2 yg ade.
lauk asam pedas(mak baukh wat)
p/s:tlg awl2..hehe;p
lauk ayam masak kicap(ramai2)
lauk pisang msk lemak(mama wat)
lauk udang msk cili api(mama n mak teh)
sambal belacan(mak teh)
pehhh...sdp gler
yummmy..
dadih coklat (saye wat)


tetamu mkn ramai2..
ank2 bujang n anak2 dara


riuh membasuh
men air..
haha;DD
Syok gler!!

kami sekeluarga berasa sngt gmbra krna berjaya mnjykn kenduri ini dgn jayanye,,
hehe..
(jgn rase awkward eh??)
ye la..
ktorng mane pernh wat party2 ni,
even birthday party..
siyes,dah 18 tahun,mane de birthday2 party nie..
haha;p
tp wat majlis2 kesyukurn,doa selamat n len2..
hehe;p

p/s:semoga roh nenek,atuk,pak ndak n len2 sedare ditempatkan dlm kalangan org yg beriman.
amin..
<3  




2 comments:

  1. Do you wanna know sumthing?
    What had happened to you goes similarly to me too..
    One evening,in my class when i just finished my maths exam,suddenly my mother's mom(my grandmother) knocked on the classroom door..
    Then,my teacher gave permission for her to take me home.. i was going like ???
    In the car,there was dead silence..
    Then,my uncle(who was driving that time) asked me how to go to my father's mom's house..
    I gave them the direction without questioning anything...
    When we reached to the house, there were a lot of cars..
    After i entered the house,i saw everybody crying..
    However,i didn't found my father..
    Out of the blue,my uncle took me to the mosque..
    There we prayed for the deceased.. and i got panicked because i didn't found my father..
    Then,my uncle took me to the cemetery..
    You wanna know what, i saw my father carrying the deceased.. then mind when wild,confused..
    My uncle then explained that my grandfather passed away..
    Suddenly, i felt something dripping on my cheek.. i cracked into tears..
    He was my only grandfather i had and i was very closed with him..
    I can still remember playing with him..
    And i don't even stand a chance on taking a glance,just a glance, on him for the last time..
    Don't mention kissing him..
    I was his only grandchild that didn't kiss him for the last time..
    However,i pitied my mak long more..
    She just had the chance on meeting his father after after the funeral because she flew all the way from brunei..
    And that night was the first time i saw my father cried..
    So,that was my story that is quite similar to yours..

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  2. hurm..quite same izz!!
    ;((
    never mind!!,
    juz redha!!
    moga roh2 mereka dtmptkn dlm klngn org yg beriman.
    amin...

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